Tuesday 9 October 2001

faeri heart

*tearz roll down lost boyz cheek an splashiz in2 da sea*

lookin at life thro colourblind i'z

do u not see
the reason that im cryin babi
r ur tears blurrin ur vision?
look at your heart babi
look an ull c an incision
an itz cut so deep 
this iz not an illusion
an itz bleedin so bad
an itz that wot makin me sad
i neva seen a heart like this...

do u not see
the reason that im cryin babi
itz not that uve hurt me
me in my saphire light fantasy
ur hurten an babi im cryin
im cryin cuz i love u an itz weird
cuz ur pain iz mine 2
so dont look me in the eye 
cuz then ull see me cry

*wipez hiz i'z an clearz hiz mind...*

do u realize that 2 u i was drawn 
drawn to a beauti so softli 
by a meloncholie i used to call my own?
can i call u faerie? 
do i c wot u r? 
can i call u sweetheart?
i see solitude and beauti
i see a blood red sunset thro a hurricane sky

this iz wot i see through the tearz in my eyez
an tell me if im wrong, an tell me if i lie
i dont pretend to undastand
i dont pretend to have the answa
but ill hold ur faeri handz
an i will love u eva afta... 

i see a faerie in a cage
in a cage wivout a door
i see a faerie in a cage
sittin crosslegged on the floor
i see a faeri in a cage
with her head in her handz
i see a beautiful faerie 
wiv a meloncholie stare
wonderin wot she did rong
an how she got in there

will u go ova in ur mind 
ova a thousand timez
will u go ova in ur mind?

how did u ended up in here....

will u weep, will u shout an will u scream
did u shake the barz an kick the wallz
do u throw faerie dust at it all
have u prayed an have u cryed an have u wish that u might die?

xx

i c an incision in a faerie heart 
itz cut so deep,
an itz cut so bad,
that nufin on dis earth can eva make it beta

who did u this rong
who built a cage wivout a door around a faerie so forlorn....
y they wud lock up a preshus faerie?? an for what????

wen a faeri shud be free
to fly away 2 nevaland
wiv a heart that duznt bleed
an who kan fix this faerie heart
an who set u apart
an who kan right this wrong
thatz bin hauntin u so long?

who on this fallen earth kan open this cage wivout a door wivout a key
who can get u out babi? 
who can get u out an let u go an set u free?
an even if they get u out, who kan fix ur beautifel heart?
ur beautiful heart which i love...

*lookz for the perfect flowa so he kan paint faeri a pikture...*

do u no my heart?? and the love that it haz 4 u?
faeri ur da most precious gift i eva wuz given an i will treasure u 4eva babi...

*lost boy putz hiz hand on faeriez lil heart*

i can onli slow the bleedin, but tiz a mortal wound....

iz there a love for the loveless?
or hope for the hopeless?
iz there a point to the pointless?
or worth to the worthless

mirror mirror on the wall...
who iz the loneliest of them all?
who wud put a value on their own life if they dint even care?
who wud tell me this... iz there any colour in that meloncholik stare?

tell me, tell me pleaze...

y duz noone answa....

*putz hiz head in hiz handz an weepz 4 hiz hurtend faerie*

wait....
dont make a sound....
u may find wise wordz in a whispa....